* = already seen before:
*Mayday Parade, Tonight Alive, We Are The In Crowd, *Bless the fall, Motionless in white, *Breathe Carolina, *We The Kings, Falling In Reverse, *Pierce The Veil & *New Found Glory

Skip past the ucky baby stage onto the preskool kindergarten years where our story & adventure begins. The Angel book i gave ya as a kid that yew still have, the lil packers football yew gave me as a kid & yew said “i know this isnt who yew like but i just wanted to get yew sumthin” so sweet that a 5 or 6 yr.old would choose a gift fer me instead of themselves,the vent yew said yewd put yer ear to so ya could listen to my music while i was in the basement & how yew wished ya coulda went down there too but i told ya lies about it lol, i always had yer behind following me all around always wanting to hang & play, the lava game where yew cant touch the floor or u’ll die kuz its lava!!! Everytime i was about to fall off bed yewd help & id push yew onto the floor instead hahaha i always got cha!!! pickles fer xmas HA! Yew hated pickles!!! fightin over top bunk, watchin land before time every nite, rushing to get back 1st from skool fer control of tv, shawn carrying yew as kid when yew “ran out of gas” during my races i had the kids run, breaking crayons & yew telling waitress on me @applebees, changing kristens diaper i had the thing backwards but yew helped & got it on her properly, broken bathroom door mirror on a nite i was watchin ya even though yew had shut the door gently right? I use to tell anna how i missed yew & kristen. Then Back into my life yew came when yew were 12 & the bond continued how im actually glad i wasnt able to move kuz we became so close, yew adopting my style, habits & taste in things, vegetarianism, dying hair/punk style, stored muh stuff, made me food, did laundry, Helping each other past rough times that i simply cant explain all of them here. Yearly warped tour shows, yew got into sports too & likes the Lakers & Niners of course :) Yew gave me a reason to try in life to be a good person worthy of having yew look up to me i wanted to be a good role model fer ya. Yew showed me that sumone can truely unconditionally care fer me. Yew are so brilliant with yer multiple honors classes, tutoring a kid weekly, upward bound program even in the summer yer having to work, speech n debate, ecology club, hell yer that amazing to juggle all that & yer a model as well. Yea she actually was given a deal & went to modeling skool! From lava game to clue to gta yew have been there fer damn near every good & bad moment & has been more than a cousin yew have become a best friend no one will ever know more about me, understand me better or be closer than yew are to me. Yer the best person to ever be in my life. Im so unbelievably proud of yew & know yer gunna do big things one day & i thank yew so much fer all the great memories & happyness yew’ve brought me. So happy birrffdayyy Kayla Danielle Mace!!! Have yerself the best birthday possible today, yew can now drive, donate blood & start workin at library. Next step is 18 when ya can get yer heartagram tattoo, ville sleeve, go off to college finally escaping this town! Im so damn proud of ya & yer always gunna be muh Princess no matter what!!!

The cryptic sun beats down apon me
Scorching away my last breath
The decieving orchad lures me in
Then injects me with its poisons
It’s lies, its hate
Am i a fool? Or am i ordinary?
The taste of water, the taste of wine
To overcome adversity
To think…was it destined to be mine?
To wonder why, how it could happen
To fall short time & time again
The struggle…The admission
The meaning???

Standing on the edge of life
With my arms spread wide
I take my dive
Falling like a gracefull dove
Not wanted on earth
Only pain fills my life
Images of the past quickly flash
My eyes water, my palms sweat
My heart races, my only regret
Not dying with her on that tragic day
When a car crash took my love away